The adventure of Macey and the fire that happened 40 years ago. Macey is only 15 years old! Read more
I started to write this blog in 2014 at “blogspt.co.uk.” Last year I came to realised that moving to WordPress will be a better chance of getting to know the world and sharing my world to the world. You know what, I am as happy as can be.
Good morning everyone! Now that the hectic holidays of Christmas and New Year have come and gone, I am sure that we have all gotten back to the usual daily bustles of busy lifestyle. Back to school and work. And I hope you’ve all been well too.
Friendship makes life approachable and charming. When we have good trusted friends, we have the most precious gifts of life and we are lucky enough.
Two Years Later – What If? – It Only Lasted
Some years ago you were my summer romance. Except my love for you lasted for a while.
Our story begun some years ago on a hot summer day. It was like I was only a child, but I remember everything, everything we talked about. The first few words were sweet, something inside of me bloomed. We spent day after day talking and chatting. I felt your presence, I felt your looks. I knew we had something.
I have been thinking about “change,” and who I was this time 21 years ago. I know I was a lot more, soft, timid, and I allowed lots into my life. I am no longer that person anymore.
This time 21 years ago, I was waiting on a call that I thought was never going to come. And now, I am making the call.
I do not know exactly when I changed, or how, but I know at some point, between cutting my strings, escaping my cage, and building my wings, I set myself free. “I have made mistakes I can never rewind and I have excuses that you will never believe” and when I think back on this phrase, it is the one meaning that gives me confidence and alerts me that “I AM NOT PERFECT” and to me perfectly “IMPERFECT ” makes me GREAT deep within me.
I have driven many roads, some of them with dangerous sharp bends, but one thing I experienced along the way is that “the BOULEVARD to TRIUMPH was DUSTY with many enticing stopping bays.” At certain crossroads, I felt there is something I needed to do which I should have done many years ago. I got rid of a streams of connections and they fell out because I shook the branches of my life, and am glad I did.
My hardest regrets are the days spent with the wrong flow of peeps. I learned my lessons, I passed my exams, and I am glad I went through them all, and when I look back on the years, they all make sense to me.
And here I am today, standing my grounds, strong, intelligent, mature and experienced. I progressed from them all. It was not easy, it was hard, but I did it, and I can tell you, I have become a well tough person and still good at heart! I have made the best decisions, and at some points, I have reached a certain parts of my goals in life, though there “maybe” still more to achieve, I am happy where I have reached. Am loving “what I have” and I don’t worry about “what I don’t have.” I AM WHO I AM!
But I know something for sure, “Someday, someone’s going to look at me like I am the best thing in the world.” It is like I want to say that “I cannot be good enough for everybody, but I will always be the BEST for the ones who deserves me!”
The best gift I gave to the people who came and left was my HEART because I gave them a place where there was LOVE, and it made me realised that my dream will defeat reality if I give it a chance. Within the boundaries of my experiences, I learned never to tell my problems to anyone, because the reflection I see from my mirror is the only person who can put me back on track.
Whenever I am in conflict with the ocean I set up my sail stronger, and I know that it is ME vs THE WINDS and no one else.
And where the “WINDS” will take me, I shall GO! (Please note that writings and pictures belongs to My Country Epoque and it is my original property)