Words Are Not Enough

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I  started to write this blog in 2014 at “blogspt.co.uk.”  Last year I came to realised that moving to WordPress will be a better chance of getting to know the world and sharing my world to the world.  You know what, I am as happy as can be.
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Some early thoughts of Spring

004Good morning everyone!  Now that the hectic holidays of Christmas and New Year have come and gone, I am sure that we have all gotten back to the usual daily bustles of busy lifestyle.  Back to school and work.  And I hope you’ve all been well too.
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Friendship

dsc_0057Friendship makes life approachable and charming.  When we have good trusted friends, we have the most precious gifts of life and we are lucky enough.

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Lessons Learned-A Love Affair Drifted Before It Had Even Started!

dsc_0042Two  Years Later – What If? – It Only Lasted

Some years ago you were my summer romance.  Except my love for you lasted for a while.

Our story begun some years ago on a hot summer day. It was like I was only a child, but I remember everything, everything we talked about. The first few words were sweet, something inside of me bloomed.  We spent day after day talking and chatting. I felt your presence, I felt your looks. I knew we had something.

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The Call

dscn0344I have been thinking about “change,” and who I was this time 21 years ago.  I know I was a lot more, soft, timid, and I allowed lots into my life.  I am no longer that person anymore.

This time 21 years ago, I was waiting on a call that I thought was never going to come.  And now, I am making the call.

I do not know exactly when I changed, or how, but I know at some point, between cutting my strings, escaping my cage, and building my wings, I set myself free.                                       471756_306322786126473_587840278_o“I have made mistakes I can never rewind and I have excuses that you will never believe” and when I think back on this phrase, it is the one meaning that gives me confidence and alerts me that “I AM NOT PERFECT” and to me perfectly “IMPERFECT ” makes me GREAT deep within me.

I have driven many roads, some of them with dangerous sharp bends,   but one thing I experienced along the way is that “the BOULEVARD to TRIUMPH was DUSTY with many enticing stopping bays.”                                                                                            dscn1993-copy-copy-copyAt certain crossroads, I felt there is something I needed to do which I should have done many years ago.  I got rid of a streams of connections and they fell out because I shook the branches of my life, and am glad I did.

My hardest regrets are  the days spent with the wrong flow of peeps.  I learned my lessons, I passed my exams, and I am glad I went through them all, and when I look back on the years, they all make sense to me.

And here I am today, standing my grounds, strong, intelligent, mature and experienced. I progressed from them all.  It was not easy, it was hard, but I did it, and I can tell you, I have become a well tough person and still good at heart!                                                                             dscn1992I have made the best decisions, and at some points, I have reached a certain parts of my goals in life, though there “maybe” still more to achieve, I am happy where I have reached.  Am loving “what I have” and I don’t worry about “what I don’t have.”  I AM WHO I AM!

But I know something for sure, “Someday, someone’s going to look at me like I am the best thing in the world.”  It is like I want to say that “I cannot be good enough for everybody, but I will always be the BEST for the ones who deserves me!”

The best gift I gave to the people who came and left was my HEART because I gave them a place where there was LOVE, and it made me realised that my dream will defeat reality if I give it a chance.                                                                                                                                                  470547_306322479459837_1862265792_oWithin the boundaries of my experiences, I learned never to tell my problems to anyone, because the reflection I see from my mirror is the only person who can put me back on track.

Whenever I am in conflict with the ocean I set up my sail stronger, and I know that it is ME vs THE WINDS and no one else.

And where the “WINDS” will take me, I shall GO!                                                                                 dscn0345(Please note that writings and pictures belongs to My Country Epoque and it is my original property)